Is easier for me to say it in english. Don't know why... maybe because it doesn't sounds like my iner voice talking, seems like someone else. Not me, not my sins ... just something.
So I must confess that I'm in love, I really am, and I'm happy with that, promise!
But (there's always a but).. in spite of my new love (who is amazing by the way) I think I'm still in love with another guy. Maybe not in love but I do have filings for him and seems like it will never pass ... is terrifying to live with this feeling... With the certain that I'll love him forever. Even if I live a thousand years, I'd loved enough to make it eternal.
And I'm not saying that is the best of all the loves I loved. Is just his love and is our way to fell it that make it ''this".
I'm happy, I'm really happy and in love with my pretty new boy. I love him. Period.
CS *
So I must confess that I'm in love, I really am, and I'm happy with that, promise!
But (there's always a but).. in spite of my new love (who is amazing by the way) I think I'm still in love with another guy. Maybe not in love but I do have filings for him and seems like it will never pass ... is terrifying to live with this feeling... With the certain that I'll love him forever. Even if I live a thousand years, I'd loved enough to make it eternal.
And I'm not saying that is the best of all the loves I loved. Is just his love and is our way to fell it that make it ''this".
I'm happy, I'm really happy and in love with my pretty new boy. I love him. Period.
CS *
Oh meu deus! A sério? Mas sempre sentiste isso? Talvez queira dizer alguma coisa...
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Deves ponderar melhor, talvez estejas só confusa e arranjar uma espécie de desculpa na cabeça para não a relação que tens agora não ser perfeita demais. Ou então, se gostas realmente dele, ou se um dia irás magoá-lo e podes arrepender-te :))
ResponderEliminaràs vezes é só confusão por nos custar admitir que possamos estar realmente com a pessoa certa.
Beijinhos
Pérola
ainda bem querida, fiquei muito feliz :DD
ResponderEliminarÀs vezes há pessoas que por muito que tenhamos um carinho muito forte por elas, mais vale a pena colocar num capítulo passado e não repetir.
ResponderEliminarBoa sorte com esse teu novo amor e que dure muito :)
Há seis anos? Bolas! Não será real love??
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