why do I just keep doing this to myself?

sometimes I just want to be brave enough to shut myself in the head coz of my stupidity.
Should I be that dumb? I don't think so!

Maybe God have some dirty plains bout me but this is going out off control... is far far beyond of insanity.

whatever! I just don't give a f* about anything anymore. I'd sleep for decades if I could!

Que se lixe esta treta toda, vou mesmo cagar para os sentimentos e os tais de "ferir sensibilidades" vou mesmo.. nem venham falar comigo. não respondo por mim!